I
met Mark for the first time in a pub, in north London, where there
was a panel discussion launching Simon Reynolds's Rip it Up and Start
Again. For a few years at this point I had been reading K-Punk,
religiously, for writing of a sort that wasn't supposed to exist
anymore, and that elsewhere, off the internet, largely didn't.
Working as a filing clerk for T Brown and Sons Heating Engineers, I
would use a proxy server to wait for, and then read, the latest
K-Punk post, many of which had the same sense of anticipation that
you would have waiting for a new record, the next episode of some
sort of dream-serial. Then you'd be rewarded, when just under the document you were meant to be working on, you could bring out something like his essay on Joy
Division, his account of Fleetwood Mac via John Le Carre, and later,
his astonishing series on The Fall. These names might make it all
sound like one of those Rock History magazines, but K-Punk involved
an entire canon, one where Japan's 'Tin Drum', Visage's second album,
Gladys Knight's 'The Way We Were' were of more import than
the entire collected works of Bob Dylan. I knew that 'Mark K-Punk'
would be at the event, and given that I occasionally posted on the
forum he'd set up, Dissensus, and had for a few weeks ran a deeply K-Punk
derivative blog, I drank enough to feel
confident enough to introduce myself. He knew who I was, was
incredibly friendly, a man in his mid-30s with wiry, dyed pink hair
and excellent dress sense. He suggested next time meeting somewhere
else: 'I hate pubs'. This opinion, controversial enough, was
followed by a discussion where he made abundantly clear he considered
everything New Order did after Movement to be totally inferior.
From there, we became close friends. This was partly through
blogging and through forums – he overrated what I did massively,
but an idea was never left alone, always pulled into a
constellation with others, and speaking to Mark made me a writer who
took seriously what I did, as he did. A post on K-Punk, produced
in his spare time, unpaid, was always far more finely wrought, considered and
original than the hackwork people were and are habitually paid for. It helped that he lived nearby, I in Deptford, he in a flat in a
rambling, subdivided Gothic house in Brockley, with a big, sinister
pointed-arched door. People will write, rightly so, about how
personable Mark was, how funny – and how much he found other people
funny, how often he was laughing. But when I say this, it almost
implies that there were two sides, the terrifying pop theory
terminator and the friendly, animated football fan and superb cook.
As if the first of those wasn't serious. I don't think he found those
things remotely contrary, and however ferocious he could be online,
he would have considered personal animosity not just petty, but
irrelevant. Mark spoke as he wrote – part of what made him such a
terrific public speaker – and would refer to something quite
casually as 'delibidinising', or pepper his speech with the
neologisms he would coin in K-Punk – 'interpassive', 'oed-i-pod',
'proleface', to denote the caricatures of working class culture that
were and are dominant in the media ('legitimate concerns')
and my favourite of all, spoken in a very slightly East
Midlands-accented cackle, smugonaut. We
would meet, several times a week, Mark, Joel, Nina, Dominic, Laura, Douglas, Bat, me, not in pubs, obviously, but in cafes, like Gambardella in
Blackheath, Golden Fish in Farringdon, and most of all, in the New
Piccadilly in Soho, whose yellow formica tables, googie lampshades and
inedible SF menu were a spatial analogue of his concept of Pulp
Modernism.
I
learned, and it made perfect sense, that K-Punk had come out of a period
of depression, as a means of getting out of it - it read as the reappearance of a voice that had been silenced, that had disappeared, as someone coming back to life. A decade before I
knew him there was the CCRU, jungle, Warwick, an earlier, younger
life. The world we created was an incredible solace during the
apparently endless boom, the grinning Blairish optimism that danced
on the grave of everything Mark held dear – a popular modernism
that was miles from the 'pop' and 'rock' held up by cultural studies
(another derisive cackle, cultstuds)
as an alternative to theory and politics, but one which was
theory and politics. A constantly morphing musical subculture, a
working class dandyism (he longed for the day that working class
youth would stop wearing sportswear), self-education, solidarity,
hope that we as a society could do better than this. I had started blogging largely
because I'd been diagnosed with a chronic illness, was in
catastrophic debt, was mostly unemployed, and had no idea what my
future looked like. Mark was such an inspiration because he had made
his blogging a vengeful, resentment-driven (VIVA RESENTMENT!, ran one
K-Punk headline) assault on a cultural and political world that
seemed designed to make sure that someone like him was impossible. But again, this all sounds too
personal; the point for him was the creation of a new network,
something that would supplant and destroy the world of....well, you
can fill in who, you know who they are, and they're still there. With
the usual consonantal slip, it was about a Kollective.
Zero
Books came out of this, in an uneasy relationship with a dubious mind
body spirit publisher – control wasn't really achieved until he and Tariq Goddard set up Repeater Books, away from its auspices, but at the time, nobody else was going to publish anything like this. Each of the early
books Zero put out is unimaginable without Mark's influence as
interlocutor, inspiration and constant encouragement. The statement printed on each book,
that relentlessly driven little mini-manifesto, was of course written
by Mark, in such obviously K-Punk cadences – ''a cretinous
anti-intellectualism presides, cheerled by expensively educated hacks
in the pay of multinational corporations who reassure their bored
readers that there is no need to rouse themselves from their
interpassive stupor' – what other publisher's mission statement not
only includes a neologism the writer had just made up, but also made
you want to stand up and cheer? And for a first book, rather than put
together some things he'd already written, like the rest of us did,
Mark instead wrote through a short book of breathtaking clarity and
power, the K-Punk voice changed a little into something less stentorian, a humane, melancholic but eventually hopeful account of precisely how capitalism fucks us up. If anything, Mark grew as a writer after that – his blog
posts on political figures like Gordon Brown and David Cameron showed
an assured, dramatic political historian who could have made a career out of long
duree cultural history. A short Compass pamphlet with Jeremy Gilbert showed that he could write extremely convincing thinktank reports if he wanted to. There were projects that never happened: the radio collage on 1979, the book on football, the book on Grace
Jones, a book on post-capitalist desire to be called 'Acid
Communism'. What there is, both during and after K-Punk, is at its best
on the level of Fredric Jameson or Walter Benjamin at their best. Often better, because while they
wrote about pop culture and class consciousness from the outside,
these were utterly intrinsic to Mark, immanent, the fibre of his being.
It
was always particularly exciting when Mark came across someone or
something contemporary that was worthy of his ideas – David Peace,
Burial, the Hunger Games. Caricatured as a miserablist, he was
anything but, and sometimes he would overrate things so as to wish
new movements into being, to will ways out, as if he could write them
into existence; I think he saw the student protests, and the shift to the left in Labour, as vindication of his ideas, which they were. But I saw little of Mark in the last few years. He was in
Suffolk, I was half the year in Warsaw. We would see each other
intermittently, briefly; I would read his things, we would exchange
short 'interactions' on social networks, that was it. I last saw him a year ago, at an event where he was in conversation with Andy Beckett, whose
books on the 1970s and 1980s show how K-Punk's once-marginal hyperstitional-cyber-pop-theory had begun to influence the writing of history. My
last happy memory is of around five years ago in Zagreb, where there
was a Zero Books event. He, Douglas Murphy, Agata Pyzik and I walked
round the city, with its crumbling socialist modernism and Hapsburg
boulevards, in the worst fog I've ever seen, so thick you could
barely see in front of you, a scene so K-Punkish it was hilarious, a
readymade Kubrick set of ornate modernity, into which people would fade in and out like ghosts. We then came to a sign pointing to 'the museum of broken relationships' and
collapsed into giggles. He did that a lot. I regret seeing him as
little as I did in the last few years more than I can possibly
express.